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    Monday, January 3rd, 2011
    2:43 am
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    Sunday, January 2nd, 2011
    2:43 am
    @@@@@She looked eagerly out the window of her
    @@@@@She looked eagerly out the
    window of her carriage at the houses on Peachtree Street, identifying
    the owners to herself, noting the signs of better times for themThe
    Merriwethers had a new roof, the Meades a new color paintThings
    weren't nearly as shabby as they'd been when she left a year and a
    half
    backAnd there was her house! OhI don't remember it being so
    crowded on the lot like thatThere's hardly any yard at allWas it
    always so close to the street? For pity's sake, I'm just being
    silly
    What difference does it make? I've already decided to sell it
    anyhow
    * * This was no time to sell, said Uncle Henry HamiltonThe
    depression was no better, business was bad everywhereThe hardest
    hit
    market of all was real estate, and the hardest hit real estate was the
    big places like hersPeople were moving down, not upThe little
    houses, now, like the ones she'd been building on the edge of town,
    they were selling as fast as people could put them upShe was
    making
    a fortune thereWhy did she want to sell anyhow? It wasn't as if the
    house cost her anything, Rhett paid all the bills with money left over,
    tooHe's looking at me like I smelled bad or something, Scarlett
    thoughtHe blames me for the divorceFor a moment she felt like
    protesting, telling her side of the story, telling what had really
    happenedUncle Henry was the only one left who was on my side
    Without him there won't be a soul in Atlanta who doesn't look down on
    meAnd it doesn't matter a bitThe idea burst in her mind like a
    Roman candleHenry Hamilton's wrong in judging me just like
    everybody
    else in Atlanta was wrong in judging meI'm not like them, and I
    don't want to beI'm different, I'm m
    Saturday, January 1st, 2011
    2:43 am
    @@@@@“Maybe when they get over being cheesed off
    @@@@@“Maybe when they get over being cheesed off at me, they'll realize
    they appreciate all the excitement I'm providing
    Our path through the dark twisted in a serpentine fashionIt didn't feel at all familiarPerhaps
    he took a different route to keep me lostIt seemed to take more time than before, but finally I
    could see the dim blue light of the lamp shining from around the next curve
    I braced myself, wondering if Jared would be there againIf he was, I knew he would be angry
    I was sure he wouldn't approve of Jeb taking me for a field trip, no matter how necessary it
    might have been
    As soon as we rounded the corner, I could see that therewas a figure slumped against the wall
    beside the lamp, casting a long shadow toward us, but it was obviously not JaredMy hand
    clutched at Jeb's arm, an automatic spasm of fear
    And then I really looked at the waiting figureIt was smaller than me–that was how I'd known
    it was not Jared–and thinSmall, but also too tall and too wiryEven in the dim light of the blue
    lamp, I could see that his skin was dyed to a deep brown by the sun, and that his silky black hair
    now fell unkempt past his chin
    My hand, grasping Jeb's arm in panic, held on for support
    “Well, for Pete's sake!” Jeb exclaimed, obviously irritated“Can't nobody keep a secret around
    this place for more'n twenty-four hours? Gol' durn, this burns me up! Bunch of
    gossipmongers…” He trailed off into a grumble
    I didn't even try to understand the words Jeb was saying; I was locked in the fiercest battle of
    my life–of every life I'd ever lived
    I could feel Melanie in each cell of my bodyMy nerve endings tingled in recognition of her
    familiar presenceMy muscles twitched in anticipation of her directionMy lips trembled, trying
    to openI leaned forward toward the boy in the hall, my body reaching because my arms would
    not
    Melanie had learned many things the few times I'd ceded or lost my command to her, and I truly
    had to struggle against her–so hard that fresh sweat beaded on my browBut I was not dying in
    the desert now
    Friday, December 31st, 2010
    2:43 am
    @@@@@ I thought of Shark Puppy on The Bone,
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    I thought of Shark Puppy on The Bone, singing
    "Dig I thought of telling Tom, That man died in
    his pick-up
    Then put me in your pocket and we'll go together,
    she saidWe'll sail together into your real other
    life, and all the cities of the world will be at
    your feetand you'll be the artist of the age
    They'll rank you with Goya
    "Edgar?" There was panic in Wireman's voice
    "People are coming from the beach sideThis is bad, muchacho
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    You don't need themThey're
    nothing butAt that, the red rage descended
    over my mind even as my right hand began to slip
    out of existence againBut before it could go
    completelybefore I lost my grip on either my
    fury or the damned cracked keg
    "Stick it up your friend, you dump birch," I said,
    and raised the keg over my throbbing, upthrust
    knee again"Stick it in the buddy I brought it
    down as hard as I could on that bony knobThere
    was a pain, but less than I had been prepared
    forand in the end, that's usually the way,
    don't you think? "Stick it up your fucking chum
    The keg didn't break; already cracked, it simply
    burst, showering my jeans with murky wetness from
    the inch or so of water that had still been left
    insideAnd a small china figure tumbled out: a
    woman wrapped in a cloak and a hoodThe hand
    clasping the edges of the cloak together at her
    neck was not really a hand at all, but a clawI
    snatched the thing upI had no time to study it -
    they were coming now, I had no doubt of that,
    coming for Wireman and Jack - but there was long
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    enough to see that Perse was extraordinarily
    beautifulIf, that was, you could ignore the claw
    hand and the disquieting hint of a third eye
    beneath the hair that had tumbled out from beneath
    her hood and over her bro
    Thursday, December 30th, 2010
    2:43 am
    @@@@@ Tom understood his father’s thoughts, and
    @@@@@
    Tom understood his father’s thoughts, and heartily wishing he
    might be always as well disposed to give them but partial expression,
    began to see, more clearly than he had ever done before, that
    there might be some ground of offence, that there might be some
    reason for the glance his father gave towards the ceiling and stucco
    of the room; and that when he inquired with mild gravity after the
    fate of the billiard-table, he was not proceeding beyond a very allowable
    curiosityA few minutes were enough for such unsatisfactory
    sensations on each side; and Sir Thomas having exerted himself
    so far as to speak a few words of calm approbation in reply to an
    eager appeal of MrYates, as to the happiness of the arrangement,
    the three gentlemen returned to the drawing-room together, Sir Thomas
    with an increase of gravity which was not lost on all
    “I come from your theatre,” said he composedly, as he sat down;
    “I found myself in it rather unexpectedlyIts vicinity to my own
    room—but in every respect, indeed, it took me by surprise, as I had
    not the smallest suspicion of your acting having assumed so serious
    a characterIt appears a neat job, however, as far as I could judge by
    candlelight, and does my friend Christopher Jackson credit And
    then he would have changed the subject, and sipped his coffee in
    peace over domestic matters of a calmer hue; but MrYates, without
    discernment to catch Sir Thomas’s meaning, or diffidence, or delicacy,
    or discretion enough to allow him to lead the discourse while
    he mingled among the others with the least obtrusiveness himself,
    would keep him on the topic of the theatre, would torment him
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    with questions and remarks relative to it, and finally would make
    him hear the whole history of his disappointment at EcclesfordSir
    Thomas listened most politely, but found much to offend his ideas
    of decorum, and confirm his ill-opinion of MrYates’s habits of
    thinking, from the beginning to the end of the story; and when it
    was over, could give him no other assurance of sympathy than what
    a slight bow conveyed
    “This was, in fact, the origin of our acting,” said Tom, after a
    moment’s thought“My friend Yates brought the infection from
    Ecclesford, and it spread—as those things always spread, you know,
    sir—the faster, probably, from your having so often encouraged the
    sort of thing in us formerlyIt was like treading old ground againYates took the subject from his friend as soon as possible, and
    immediately gave Sir Thomas an account of what they had done
    and were doing: told him of the gradual increase of their views, the
    happy conclusion of their first difficulties, and present promising
    state of affairs; relating everything with so blind an interest as made
    him not only totally unconscious of the uneasy movements of many
    of his friends as they sat, the change of countenance, the fidget, the
    hem! of unquietness, but prevented him even from seeing the expression
    of the face on which his own eyes were fixed—from seeing
    Sir Thomas’s dark brow contract as he looked with inquiring earnestness
    at his daughters and Edmund, dwelling particularly on the
    latter, and speaking a language, a remonstrance, a reproof, which he
    felt at his heartNot less acutely was it felt by Fanny, who had edged
    back her chair behind her aunt’s end of the sofa, and, screened from
    notice herself, saw all that was passing before herSuch a look of
    reproach at Edmund from his father she could never have expected
    to witness; and to feel that it was in any degree deserved was an
    aggravation indeedSir Thomas’s look implied, “On your judgment,
    Edmund, I depended; what have you been about?” She knelt in
    spirit to her uncle, and her bosom swelled to utter, “Oh, not to him!
    Look so to all the others, but not to him!”
    MrYates was still talking“To own the truth, Sir Thomas, we
    were in the middle of a rehearsal when you arrived this eveningWe
    were going through the three first acts, and not unsuccessfully upon
    the wholeOur company is now so dispersed, from the Crawfords
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    being gone home, that nothing more can be done to-night; but if
    you will give us the honour of your company to-morrow evening, I
    should not be afraid of the resultWe bespeak your indulgence, you
    understand, as young performers; we bespeak your indulgence
    “My indulgence shall be given, sir,” replied Sir Thomas gravely,
    “but without any other rehearsal And with a relenting smile, he
    added, “I come home to be happy and indulgent Then turning
    away towards any or all of the rest, he tranquilly said,
    Wednesday, December 29th, 2010
    2:43 am
    @@@@@“How?” “Massive disinformation throughout
    @@@@@“How?”
    “Massive disinformation throughout the Far EastWhenever a killing of consequence took
    place, whether in Tokyo or Hong Kong, Macao or Korea—wherever—Bourne was flown there and
    took the credit, planting evidence, taunting the authorities, until he became a legendFor three
    years our man lived in a world of filth—drugs, warlords, crime, tunneling his way in with only one
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    objective: Get to Europe and bait Carlos, threaten his contracts, force the Jackal out into the open if
    only for a moment, just long enough to put a bullet in his head
    The silence around the table was electricDeSole broke it, his voice barely above a whisper
    “What kind of man would accept an assignment like that?”
    Conklin looked at the analyst and answered in a monotone“A man who felt there wasn’t much
    left to live for, someone who had a death wish, perhaps a decent human being who was driven
    into an outfit like Medusa out of hatred and frustration The former intelligence officer stopped;
    his anguish was apparent
    “Come on, Alex,” said Valentino softly“You can’t leave us with that Conklin blinked several times, adjusting to the present“I was thinking how
    horrible it must be for him now—the memories, what he can rememberThere’s a lousy parallel I
    hadn’t considered
    “What’s the parallel?” asked Casset, hunched forward, staring at Alex
    “Years ago, during Vietnam, our man was a young foreign service officer stationed in Phnom
    Penh, a scholar married to a Thai woman he’d met here in graduate schoolThey had two children
    and lived on the banks of a riverOne morning while the wife and kids were swimming, a stray
    jet from Hanoi strafed the area killing the three of themOur man went crazy; he chucked
    everything and made his way to Saigon and into MedusaAll he wanted to do was killHe became
    Delta One—no names were ever used in Medusa—and he was considered the most effective
    guerrilla leader in the war, as often as not fighting Command Saigon over orders as he did the
    enemy with death squads
    “Still, he obviously supported the war,” observed Valentino
    “Outside of having no use for Saigon and the ARVN, I don’t think he gave a damn one way or
    anotherHe had his own private war and it was way behind enemy lines, the nearer Hanoi the
    betterI think in his mind he kept looking for the pilot who had killed his famil
    Monday, December 27th, 2010
    2:43 am
    @@@@@ Scarlett took the handkerchief and bent
    @@@@@
    Scarlett took the handkerchief and bent over to wipe at dampness on
    her
    skirtsThere was no point to it; her habit already spattered with mud
    from the wild cross-country chaseit gave her a chance to collect her
    thoughts and to hide her face for a momentI will not show how
    much
    I care, she vowed silentlywill not show how much he hurt meShe
    looked up, and her eyes were sparkling, her lips curved in a smile
    "You were shocked," she saidWhat on earth
    are
    you doing in Ireland?"
    "Buying horsesI'm determined to win at the races next yearJohn
    Morland's stables have a reputation for producing likely yearlingsI
    go to Paris Tuesday to look at some moreWhat brought you to
    Drogheda
    in local costume?" Scarlett laughed"Oh, Rhett, you know how I love
    to dress upI borrowed those clothes from one of the maids at the
    house I'm visiting She looked from side to side, searching for John
    Morland"I've got to make my manners and get going," she said over
    her shoulder"My friends will be furious if I'm not back pretty
    soon She looked at Rhett for an instant, then hurried off
    She didn't dare stayNot close to him like thatNot even in the
    same room The rain began when she was a little
    more than five miles from Ballyhara: Scarlett úblamed it for the
    wetness on her cheeksOn Wednesday she took Cat to TaraThe
    ancient
    mounds were just high enough for Cat to feel triumphant when she
    climbed themScarlett watched Cat's recklessness on the run down
    the
    mound and forced herself not to warn her that she might fall
    Sunday, December 26th, 2010
    2:43 am
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    “'S just me,” I heard Jeb call“Don't get worked up
    Jared cocked the gun
    “Go ahead and shoot me, kid The sound of Jeb's voice got closer with every word
    Jared sighed and put the gun down
    “Need to talk to you,” Jeb said, diamond gucci huffing as he sat down across from Jared“Hey, there,” he said
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    “You know how much I hate that,” Jared muttered
    “Ian already told me about the Seekers –”
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    “Not so much whatI wantIt's what everybody needsWe're running low on just about
    everythingWe need a real comprehensive supply run
    “Oh,” Jared muttered; this topic was not what he'd been tensed forAfter a gucci ladies watches short pause he said,
    “Send Kyle
    “Okay,” Jeb said easily, bracing himself against the wall to rise againIt seemed his suggestion had been a bluffHe folded as soon as Jeb took him up
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    Jeb chuckled“Almost got us vintage hermes in some real hot water the last time he was out alone, didn't he?
    Not one to think things throughIan, then?”
    “He thinks things throughtoo much
    “Brandt?”
    “He's no good for the long tripsStarts getting panicked a few weeks women rolex watches i
    Saturday, December 25th, 2010
    2:43 am
    @@@@@A hell of a lot better than a twelve-foot
    @@@@@A hell of a lot
    better than a twelve-foot cistern thumbed into a
    coral splinter on the edge of the Gulf of Mexico
    "You look well, Wireman"That Gulfstream's the way to flyNo
    standing in line at security, no one pawing
    through your carry-on to make sure you didn't turn
    your little shitass can of Foamy into a bombAnd
    for once in my life I managed to fly north without
    a stop at fucking Atlantaalthough I
    could have afforded it myself, it looks like
    "You settled with Elizabeth's relatives, I take
    it?"
    "YepOffered them the house
    and the north end of the Key in exchange for the
    cash and securitiesThey thought that was a hell
    of a deal, and I could see their lawyers thinking,
    'Wireman is a lawyer, and today he has a fool for
    a client'"
    "Guess I ain't the only zorro in this boat
    "I'll end up with over eighty million bucks in
    liquid assetsPlus various keepsakes from the
    houseIncluding Miss Eastlake's Sweet Owen
    cookie-tinThink she was trying to tell me
    something with that, 'chacho?"
    I thought of Elizabeth popping various china
    figures into the tin and then insisting Wireman
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    throw it in the goldfish pondOf course she had
    been trying to tell him something
    "The rels got the north end of Duma Key,
    development valuewell, sky's the limitNinety
    million?"
    "Or so they think
    "Yes," he agreed, turning somber
    We sat in silence for a little whileHe took the
    cylinder from meI could see my face in its side,
    but distorted by the curveI didn't mind looking
    at it that way, but I very rarely look at myself
    in a mirror anymoreIt's not that I've aged; I
    don't care for the Freemantle fellow's eyes these
    daysThey have seen too
    Friday, December 24th, 2010
    2:43 am
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    “Return the necklace! No, my dear Fanny, upon no accountIt
    would be mortifying her severelyThere can hardly be a more unpleasant
    sensation than the having anything returned on our hands
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    which we have given with a reasonable hope of its contributing to
    the comfort of a friendWhy should she lose a pleasure which she
    has shewn herself so deserving of?”
    “If it had been given to me in the first instance,” said Fanny, “I
    should not have thought of returning it; but being her brother’s
    present, is not it fair to suppose that she would rather not part with
    it, when it is not wanted?”
    “She must not suppose it not wanted, not acceptable, at least: and
    its having been originally her brother’s gift makes no difference; for
    as she was not prevented from offering, nor you from taking it on
    that cheap chanel purses account, it ought not to prevent you from keeping itNo doubt
    it is handsomer than mine, and fitter for a ballroom
    “No, it is not handsomer, not at all handsomer in its way, and, for
    my purpose, not half so fitThe chain will agree with William’s
    cross beyond all comparison better than the necklace
    “For one night, Fanny, for only one night, if it be a sacrifice; I am
    sure you will, upon consideration, make that sacrifice rather than
    give pain to one who has been so studious of your comfortMiss
    Crawford’s attentions to you have been—not more than you were
    justly entitled to—I am the last person to think that could be, but
    they have been invariable; and to be returning them with what must
    have something the air of ingratitude, though I know it could never
    have the meaning, is not in your nature, I am sureWear chanel earrings the necklace,
    as you are engaged to do, to-morrow evening, and let the chain,
    which was not ordered with any reference to the ball, be kept for
    commoner occasionsI would not have the shadow
    of a coolness between the two whose intimacy I have been observing
    with the greatest pleasure, and in whose characters there is so
    much general resemblance in true generosity and natural delicacy as
    to make the few slight differences, resulting principally from situation,
    no reasonable hindrance to a perfect friendshipI would not
    have the shadow of a coolness arise,” he repeated, his voice sinking
    a little, “between the two dearest objects I have on earth
    He was gone as he spoke; and Fanny remained to tranquillise herself
    as she couldShe was one of his two dearest—that must support
    herBut the other: the first! She bag dolce gabbana had never heard him speak so openly
    before, and though it told her no more than what she had long
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    perceived, it was a stab, for it told of his own convictions and viewsHe would marry Miss CrawfordIt was a stab, in
    spite of every long-standing expectation; and she was obliged to repeat
    again and again, that she was one of his two dearest, before the
    words gave her any sensationCould she believe Miss Crawford to
    deserve him, it would be—oh, how different would it be—how far
    more tolerable! But he was deceived in her: he gave her merits which
    she had not; her faults were what they had ever been, but he saw them
    no longerTill she had shed many tears over this deception, Fanny
    could not subdue her agitation; and the dejection which followed
    could only be relieved by the influence of fervent black quilted bag prayers for his happiness
    It was her intention, as she felt it to be her duty, to try to overcome
    all that was excessive, all that bordered on selfishness, in her
    affection for EdmundTo call or to fancy it a loss, a disappointment,
    would be a presumption for which she had not words strong
    enough to satisfy her own humilityTo think of him as Miss Crawford
    might be justified in thinking, would in her be insanityTo her he
    could be nothing under any circumstances; nothing dearer than a
    friendWhy did such an idea occur to her even enough to be reprobated
    and forbidden? It ought not to have touched on the confines
    of her imaginationShe would endeavour to be rational, and to
    deserve the right of judging of Miss Crawford’s character, and the
    privilege of true solicitude for him by a sound intellect and an chanel earrings logo honest
    heart
    Thursday, December 23rd, 2010
    2:43 am
    @@@@@It would never happen because David
    @@@@@It would never happen because David could
    never accept the solutionWhere the Jackal was concerned, David Webb was ruled by Jason
    Bourne and Bourne was capable of destroying his host bodyOh, God, what’s happening to us?
    The telephone rangMarie stiffened, then rushed into the bedroom and picked it up“Yes?”
    “Hello, Sis, it’s Johnny
    “Oh …”
    “Which means you haven’t heard from David
    “No, and I’m going a little crazy, Bro
    “He’ll call when he can, you know that
    “But you’re not calling to tell me that
    “No, I’m just checking inI’m stuck over here on the big island and it looks like I’ll be here for a
    whileI’m at Government House with Henry, waiting for the CG to personally thank me for
    accommodating the Foreign Office
    “I don’t understand a word you’re saying—”
    “Oh, sorryHenry Sykes is the Crown governor’s aide who asked me to take care of that old
    French war hero down the path from youWhen the CG wants to thank you, you wait until you’re
    thanked—when the phones go out, cowboys like me need Government House
    “You’ve totally lost me, Johnny
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    “A storm out of Basse-Terre will hit in a few hours
    “Out of whom?”
    “It’s a what, but I should be back before thenHave the maid make up the couch for me
    “John, it’s not necessary for you to stay hereGood heavens, there are men with guns outside the
    hedge and down on the beach and God knows where else
    “That’s where they’re going to staySee you later, and hug the kids for me
    “They’re asleep,” said Marie as her younger brother hung upShe looked at the phone as she
    replaced it, unconsciously saying out loud, “How little I know about you, little B
    Wednesday, December 22nd, 2010
    2:41 am
    @@@@@ The first tears had started rolling down
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    The first tears had started rolling down her face,
    but she tried to smileIt was a pretty ghastly
    effort"Bitch, Edgar," she said
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    "The word is what I say it is," I said, and began
    to do crunches againIt's harder than hell to do
    them with an arm gone; your body wants to pull and
    corkscrew to that side"I wouldn't have left you,
    that's the pointI wouldn't have left youI
    would have gone on through the mud and the blood
    and the piss and the spilled beer
    "It's different," she saidShe made no effort to
    wipe her face"It's different and you know itI
    couldn't break you in two if I got into a rage
    "I'd have a hell of a job breaking you in two with
    only one amp," I said, doing crunches faster
    "You stuck me with a knife As if that were the
    pointIt wasn't, and we both knew it
    "A plastic rudder knife is what it was, I was half
    out of my mind, and it'll be your last words on
    your fucking beth-dead, 'Eddie staffed me with a
    plastic fife, goodbye cruel world'"
    "You choked me," she said in a voice I could
    barely hear
    I stopped doing crunches and gaped at herThe
    clock-shop started up in my head; bang-a-gong, get
    it on"What are you saying, I choked you? I never
    choked you!"
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    "I know you don't remember, but you didAnd
    you're not the sameSave the New Age bullshit for the" I knew the word and I
    could see the man it stood for, but it wouldn't
    come"For that bald fuck you see in his of
    Sunday, December 19th, 2010
    2:43 am
    @@@@@“Sometimes the best hiding place is the one
    @@@@@“Sometimes the best hiding
    place is the one that's in plain sight“She's more motivated than I was
    “The boys're keepin' a sharp eye on herNothin' to worry about
    We were almost thereThe tunnel turned back on itself in a sharp V
    How many times had I rounded this corner, my hand tracing along the inside of the pointed
    switchback, just like this? I'd never traced along the outside wallIt was uneven, with jutting
    rocks that would leave bruises and cause me to tripStaying on the inside was a shorter walk
    anyway
    When they'd first showed me that the V was not a V but a Y–two branches forking off from
    another tunnel,the tunnel–I'd felt pretty stupidLike Jeb said, hiding things in plain sight was
    sometimes the cleverest routeThe times I'd been desperate enough to even consider escaping
    the caves, my mind had skipped right over this place in my speculationsThis was the hole, the
    prisonIn my head, it was the darkest, deepest well in the cavesThis was where they'd buried
    me
    Even Mel, sneakier than I was, had never dreamed that they'd held me captive just a few paces
    from the exit
    It wasn't even the only exitBut the other was small and tight, a crawl spaceI hadn't found
    that one because I'd walked into these caves standing uprightI hadn't been looking forthat kind
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    beginning
    The voice, familiar even though it seemed part of another life, interrupted my thoughts
    “I wonder how you're still alive, eating like thisUgh!”
    Something plastic clattered against the rocks
    I could see the blue light as we rounded the last corn
    Saturday, December 18th, 2010
    2:43 am
    @@@@@With a grunt he eased his back against a
    @@@@@With a grunt he eased his back against a tree"Just got back, huh?" he nodded to Minetta
    "Yeah, this morning
    "They kept you pretty long for just a scratch," Red said Minetta was silent for a moment and then added, "Well, you know how it is, hard to get in, hard to get out He swallowed a mouthful of Vienna sausage"I had a pretty soft time there
    Red piddled the dehydrated mashed potatoes and canned string beans with his spoonIt was the only eating utensil he owned; months ago he had thrown away his knife and fork"They treated you pretty good, huh?" He was annoyed with his own curiosity
    "Damn good," Minetta saidHe swallowed some coffee"Well, I had a run-in with a doctor there, the sonofabitchI lost my temper and told him where to get off, so I'm on company duty now, but outside of that it was okayThey continued eating in silence
    Red was uncomfortableFor weeks his kidneys had been growing more painful, and that morning on the road he had strained himself badly in lifting a pickA severe pain had seized him at the top of his swing, and he had ground his teeth, his fingers tremblingAfter a minute or so he had been forced to quit, and his back had throbbed for the rest of the morning with a dull constant acheWhen the trucks had come, he had hoisted himself with great difficulty over the tail gate"You're gettin' old, Red," Wyman had piped The jarring of the truck over the bumps had aggravated his pain, and he had been silentThe artillery was firing constantly and the men talked about an attack supposed to start soonThey're gonna be sendin' us out again, Red had thought, I better get fixed upFor a moment he had allowed himself to think, Maybe the hospital, and then he had repressed the thought with disgus
    Friday, December 17th, 2010
    2:42 am
    @@@@@ "Perhaps we should sit downIt's a long,
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    "Perhaps we should sit downIt's a long, tiring story Slowly,
    methodically, rigidly unemotional, Rhett told his sister about Scarlett's
    two earlier marriages, about his proposal and Scarlett's agreement to
    marry him for his moneyHe also told her about Scarlett's
    near-obsessive love for Ashley Wilkes throughout all the years he'd
    known her"But if you knew that, why on earth did you marry her?"
    Rosemary asked"Why?" Rhett's mouth twisted in a smile
    "Because she was so full of fire and so recklessly, stubbornly brave
    Because she was such a child beneath all her pretenses
    Because she was unlike any woman I had ever knownShe fascinated
    me,
    infuriated me, drove me madI loved her as consumingly as she
    loved
    himFrom the day I first laid eyes on herIt was a kind of
    disease There was a weight of sorrow in his voiceHe bowed his
    head
    into his two hands and laughed shakilyHis voice was muffled and
    blurred by his fingers"What a grotesque practical joke life isNow
    Ashley Wilkes is a free man and would marry Scarlett on a moment's
    notice, and I want to be rid of herNaturally that makes her
    determined to have meShe wants only what she cannot have
    Rhett raised his head"I'm afraid," he said quietly, "afraid that it
    will all begin againI know that she's heartless and completely
    selfish, that she's like a child who cries for a toy and then breaks it
    once she has itBut there are moments when she tilts her head at a
    certain angle, or she smiles that gleeful smile, or she suddenly looks
    lost-and I come close to forgetting what I know Rosemary put her hand on his arm
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    Friday, December 10th, 2010
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    The silence was long enough for me to wonder if
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    the last time you apologized to me
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    "I owe you an apology myself," she said, "so I
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    "You? What do you have to apologize for?"
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    thank me for saving his sight, so I kind of knew
    what she was talking about
    "It's quite an experience'If not for you I'd be
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    Monday, December 6th, 2010
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    @@@@@He stretched and rinsed his mouth out with
    @@@@@He stretched and rinsed his mouth out with some water from his canteen, chatted for a minute or two with Minetta and Goldstein

    Once he had regained his wind, Brown began to talk to Martinez
    Brown was depressed; the jungle ulcers on his feet had begun to itch and smart, and he knew they would become more painful as the patrol continuedIdly, quite hopelessly, he was thinking how pleasant it would be if he could lie in the sun with his feet bare, allowing the heat to dry his sores
    "This is gonna be a rough sonofabitch," he sighed"Five days out, long time
    Brown lowered his voice"What the hell do you think of this new looey?"
    "Okay He felt cautious about answeringThe men knew he buddied with Croft, and he felt they would guess his hostility to HearnWith Croft everything had been okay"Too friendly, maybe," Martinez suggested"Platoon leader should be tough guy
    "This guy looks like he can be a mean sonofabitch," Brown saidHe was undecided about HearnBrown didn't like Croft particularly, and he sensed that Croft was contemptuous of him, but at least the situation was stableWith a new lieutenant, he'd have to be careful, always do his best, and even then he might not please him"He seems like a good guy though," Brown said mildlyThere was something else bothering himHe lit a cigarette and exhaled cautiously, his lungs still raw from the exertion of the marchThe cigarette tasted unpleasant, but he continued to smoke it"You know, I swear, Japbait," he blurted, "the times like this when you're on a patrol I wish I was a privateThose guys think we got it easy, especially all the replacements, they think being a noncom is a snap where you get all the breaks He fingered one of the sores on his chin"What the hell, they don't know the kind of responsibilities we
    Saturday, December 4th, 2010
    2:43 am
    @@@@@ "How?" "The current is carrying us
    @@@@@
    "How?"
    "The current is carrying us ashore; it's an incoming tideIt'll take
    us back where we came from Scarlett nodded in the darknessShe
    remembered all the fuss about leaving before the tide turnedNothing
    in Rhett's voice revealed his knowledge that the power of gale-force
    winds would make all normal tidal activity meaninglessThe storm
    might be carrying them through the mouth of the harbor into the vast
    reaches of the Atlantic Ocean"How long before we get there?"
    Scarlett's tone was querulousHer legs felt like huge tree trunks
    And Rhett was rubbing her shoulders raw"I don't know," he
    answered
    "You'll need all your courage, Scarlett He sounds as solemn as a
    sermon!
    Rhett, who always makes fun of everythingOh, my God! Scarlett
    willed her lifeless legs to move and forced terror away with iron
    determination"I don't need courage half as much as something to
    eat," she said"Why the devil didn't you grab that dirty old bag of
    yours when we turned over?"
    "It's stowed under the bowBy God, Scarlett, your gluttony may be
    the
    saving of usI'd forgotten all about itPray it's still there
    The rum spread life-restoring tentacles of warmth through her thighs,
    her legs, her feet, and Scarlett began to push them back and forth
    The pain of returning circulation was intense, but she welcomed itIt
    meant she was alive, all of herWhy, rum just might be better than
    brandy, she thought after a second drinkIt sure did warm a person
    upToo bad that Rhett insisted on rationing it, but she knew he was
    rightIt would be too awful to run out of the warmth in the bottle
    before they were safe on lan
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